I must blink every ten seconds because I'm so tired that it fucking RAIN tears från my eyes. But it's okey because as soon as possible (when I have written this post) I'm going to look at an episode of Gossip Girl and after that the bed is calling. This have taken me like five minutes to write just because of the tears. But hey, I'm alive anyway!

"Ohh I feel so bad, I have to meet Matilda" "Oh it's so sorry for me, I have to meet Matilda" "I can give her money, she just have to meet me again" "I love her, I want to meet her" "If I come home to you then, she wants to meet me then? " If you come here you old bastard I'll kill you.

Yeah, that's my last post on Facebook. And those who have seen it probably wonder why. It's about my dad, he's an ass who's "know how hard it can be in life, but you don't" and "you should be like your older sister Carolina because she's so wonderfull and can do pretty much everything". I feel so "beloved" by him. He doesn't even like me so I still wonder why he's calling to make it all okey. He also know that I hate him, he's just to invalid to fucking understand the meaning of it. "I'm like a serbian to her" - Everybody know how much albanian people hate serbia right, Because of the war 1998-1999? - he even understand that I'm the albanian and he's from serbia. BUT NO! He can say that, but he still doesn't know the meaning of it. STUPID ASSHOLE!

I've spent half night at my friend's place, went home around three o'clock I think. So now I'm really tired. But, I amuse myself by editing images! And I think it's working because then I don't have to think so much, just click on buttons and drag a line here and there. And click on undo if it's nor working the way I want to.

And just because I'm so freaking tired and don't really care about new pictures I have manipulated two old ones. But hey, the pictures still look like me, doesn't they?

In about ten minutes I'm going out in the cold. I'm going to meet a friend of mine that I haven't met since... I don't even remember it! That means that it was a long time ago. What we are going to do today I have no idea about. But something fun I hope actually!

It's less than a year since there was like this much snow outside, and I still want to cry about it. I hate snow, seriosly HATE it. I changed the memorycard from my old camera to my digitalcamera and I looked at the pictures. I got a tear in my eye when I think about that camera, I loved it and all those beautiful photos I took with it.

One of my awesome brothers is giving away his old computer, and guess who's the lucky one? ME!! But, I wouldn't say for free because I need to clean his apartment twice to get it. But I can fix that, just to get a new computer. Bercause my old one sucks, really! I've destroyed it bit for a bit and also got some virus and shit. The computer is old tho, that's probably one of the reasons why it sucks so hard. 

My day have looked like this = town, shopping and great food! So I'm not complaining at all. I ate enough to feel sick for a while anyway, that means that I ate a bit more than usually. Since dinner I've seen Harry Potter with my brothers girlfriend and eaten buns.

I just came home from the meeting with my old teacher, it went very well. He'll send me some exercises today or next week. When I walked in by the door my mom jelled "Don't take your shoes off, don't take your shoes off" fram the livingroom because we're going to the shop. And this is starting to feel like something else so now I'm going to stop writing... 

I love you anyway okey <3

Okey, I've shaved of my hair today. It is really a relief. Even if it is ugly or terrible or whatever it feel nice. Better than ever actually! And most of the people that see me IRL have seen pictures so I hope there will be no questions. I did it because I really needed it and also I wanted to do it. Now I've done it, and if I don't want to i don't need to do it again. 

Råkade radera helt fel blogg, skulle radera TillyTeenage när jag helt enkelt tryckte på fel och skrev in lösenordet. Cookievirus.blogg.se försvann och jag är så grymt ledsen över det. Jag ska göra allt för att återställa designen, vill verkligen inte vara av med den, vill att den ska vara kvar. Men jag gör det imorgon, för just nu har allt precis brast. Cookievirus bloggen kommer aldrig bli som förr. Och därför tänker jag flytta tillbaka hit från min nya Tumblr blogg, jag fattar mig inte på sidan så skiter fullständigt i den faktiskt. Jag kommer därför blogga på engelska hädanefter.

Har jag förstört så här mycket gör det ingenting om jag förstör lite till.